I am all ears.
Listening to the wind — time in disguise, running through the shapes of my body, to my lower abdomen from in between the legs to the foot, until the feel disappears but the sensation prevails. Time has always been the caped crusader doing justice at night, when you lie awake on your bed staring at the ceiling running through your emptiness searching for the moment that has passed by.
Just like wind, it can go forward and backward in space, sometimes filling up the emptiness, and sometimes widening the void leaving behind all those unaccountable years.
But strangely, the biggest threat to this time, has been my mind that is racing forward to it, not in a shrewd wicked kind of way, but rather there is distress in the mind that accelerates the adrenaline, until the thoughts entangle making everything a little bit messy, each time. They hide amidst the graveyard of hopelessness and despair intact, breathing and existing.
Just like a river that does not differentiate between the cursed and blessed waters from its tributaries, my minds fails again and again in its futile attempt to save me from drowning. And when I do breath there is the smell of anguish and the air is thick with the sensation of dispossessed feelings that have once safeguarded the darkness inside me.
But now, I lie naked staring at the ceiling waiting for time to save me form the turbulent downstream of thoughts, until I breath my last air of anguish.
And, then I will bleed darkness once again clogging and choking my veins as I drain out more and more till the last drop.
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Hi,
Loved the description.
“Just like wind, it can go forward and backward in space, sometimes filling up the emptiness, and sometimes widening the void leaving behind all those unaccountable years”
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Thank you so much.😃
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ouch sounds like you are doing too much too quickly … please be very careful because it can impact your health mentally and physically …
Great writing!
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I always end up thinking about multiple thoughts at a time which ultimately results in nothing. But there is always a distress of thinking too much when I’m supposed to think a single thought at a time.
Thank You very much. This is one of the major concerns I’ve been mediating.
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ease back and limit your sessions … if good it’s a joy to return and if busy you have a scheduled break 🙂
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I will be trying to.😊
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sounds like you need to for your health!
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yess!😄
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Beautiful piece 🎆
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Thank You so much!
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The only companion you will ever have is the darkness and time is concept bigger than universe. Perhaps!
Sigh! Every line relates to my soul😊
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I love time. Only if I could stop it and look close by!
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Your soul is pure so hold on tight as there is god who will hold you tight
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I’m on the edge sometimes and sometimes I feel like flying. Its so vivid, that I can’t even discover the whole.
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I am praying and proud how u emerge as a great human all go through this and that but stay put god is all watchful and ultimately he will steeer you out ♥️
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I believe in som
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Your writing is beautiful. You expressed the mind’s miscreant cogitation so well
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Yes, but I’m hoping to get over with this dark days.
Thank You so much.😃
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I am sure you will. Stay blessed
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Thank You. Best wishes to you
😀
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😊🌸
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Such great writing.
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Thank You very much!
Best wishes!😊
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Same to you! 😊
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🥳
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Darkness, melancholy, wisdom & depth; this write-up is packed with so many emotions. Beautiful! I love this. ❤
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Ah. Means a lot.
Thank You. Thank You.😃
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The beauty of darkness and the rescuer time. 💓
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Yes, both synchronizes perfectly into a miracle 🤗
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Yes
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